If you were granted the wish of going back in time, how far back would you go? Once back to that time, what would you change?
Answering the first part is difficult. Do you know when something happened that would have changed your life's journey? At what point in your life can you say "If I had gone 'left' there instead of 'right' my life would be better." And how do you know that it would be better? How do you know it wouldn't have taken you down an even uglier road than what you think you are already on.
I'm sure that this next comment will sound egotistical and self-centered, but I need to say it. Why do I feel like I always have to give, give, give even though I don't get the same in return? Turning this back to my original question, what would I do to change this? Who would I choose not to help? What would I choose not to do?
I'm just feeling very taken for granted in many different areas of my life and I'm trying to look back in my life and see what I did wrong to deserve the cards I've been dealt. I know the old saying, but IT JUST AIN'T FAIR!!!
Life is really tough.